Could I get a honest answer?

Don't worry I'll still do your request, art trades and commissions!

It's that I'm close to finishing draw a picture of my own art and it hit me that even if I finished drawing and coloring it that nobody will even look at it! Since it's not a fanart piece, in a way that made me want to cry! I love the great piece of art I've made, but it seems like almost nobody would even look at them unless it was fanart! I sometime have to question about the things I love!

Would it matter if I made art that I love or only art that everyone else love?
Would my watchers even care to see my real art or are they just watching me for my fanart?
Does it even matter that I post art I feel is apart of me at all?
Is it bad for me to love the art I draw that has nothing to do with any cartoon or show?
Is there a place for the art I love to do anymore?

Maybe I need sometime to think or maybe I need a month away from fanart so I can do art I love! I think if I do take a month it would have to be October. Which is my birth month! I'm just a little tired of only the fanart being notice when I think my original art is much better done.

You don't really need to answer! I just need to think out load for a moment! Sorry if I bug you with my journal!